i have finally started studying. i have been at the library since about four pm today. it is now almost 11pm. i have not got very much accomplished, but that is certainly more than i had done this morning. i cant wait until tuesday after my last final. my grades are going to suck, but i just want the stress to be gone. i really want to see oceans 12. i hope that it is as good as the first one. there is just a lot of good looking guys in that movie. i am sooooo hungry...a baggie full of triscuits and a granola bar is not enough to hold me over. i am afraid to leave the library because then i will never start studying again. the computer next to me is making some weird slurping sound. i dont like it too much. my parents arent going to be too happy with my grades this semester. ahhhhhhhhh. i complain too much. i just want to get all this complainyness out so that i can motivate myself to study more. college is hard. but fun. and im going to be in it for longer than i thought. so, thats cool. i cant wait to buy christmas presents for people. that really gets me in the holiday spirit. i love finding awesome presents that people werent expecting and they love! okay, must go try and study more, or take a nap and then try and study.