ive decided that i hate heaters. i just like being cold. i went to run at the rec tonight because i wasnt able to run earlier in the day at my usual park because i had to study. i hate going from cold to hot. it makes me sick, literally. i ran one mile on the treadmill and was about to throw up. i had to leave because it was so hot there, i cant believe they would have the heater on in a rec center where people are working out and sweating. stupid. anyway, i had to leave because my skin was all blotchy and i felt gross. i drove by the outside track by my old dorm to see if it was lit and if people were there. it was and there were. so i went and ran the rest, 2 more miles. it was so awesome! i love running outside so much more than inside these days. this was the perfect cold weather to run in too. weather.com says its 46 degrees but my car said 50. we will go with 46 to make me sound more tough, especially because i was running in shorts and a t-shirt. i loved it. my whole body was cold on the outside and warm on the inside. sidebar: its like drinking hot chocolate, i have to sit outside and drink it. i cant sit in a warm place and drink a warm drink. the whole point of it is to warm you up. last night i drank hc on the porch and read my book, it was freezing and lovely. anyway, so i felt safe running because there were other people out there too. the other dedicated runners. ill call myself dedicated even though i almost gave up tonight when i was at the rec. i sat on the bleachers at the outside track and drank my water after my run, i actually warmed up by doing that. all i have left to say is that endorphins are freaking awesome.

i hate people that hit my car with theirs and dont leave a note. take responsibility for your actions idiot(s). i wish i knew who it was. they would get it. and by get it i mean the cops will be called on their butts.

going to shower, make cookies, and read my book. one more class left this week, and my AA meeting for sowk practice and then my weekend begins and then a couple more classes and then thanksgiving break! i am so excited about going home. sometimes i get tired of cs. but i havent been there in a long time, so i cant wait to be there and spend time with the whole fam. i love being in a full house. like the tv show, but more dysfunctional and less hugs.