legs hurt

im exhausted. my legs hurt so bad because i have decided to start running again. its hard to work out during the week with night classes. i hung out with some casa ole people tonight. i dont know how i feel about that. diary of a mad black woman is a great freaking movie and i cant wait to see madeas family reunion. im very tired of my group community project. it takes up every waking second that i am not in school. i picked the group of over achievers and im paying for it now. i hope they dont think im a slacker. i just want to enjoy my weekends or nights and not have to think about this project every second of the day like they do. they make me want to drink. i need to get in shape. i tried on bathing suits today and it was horrible. im very white and not bathing suit ready. i want to lose some weight and look good for the summer. i gave up fast food for lent, so maybe that will help. kim and codys wedding is in august and im nervous about it. im jealous that amanda is a brides maid. its going to be weird i think with all the old friends. i miss hanging out with these people a lot, but a lot of things have changed. im so freaking tired. goodnight