pasta coma

i have a huge problem. i cant stop myself from adding more pasta to the pot of boiling water. i always think it looks like not enough and i assure myself that i only need one more handful and then i will stop. but i dont. i never stop. sometimes monica is around when this is happening, i ask her to tell me to stop. she'll say, 'stop'. and then i'll put more in. ugh. and its always too much and im soooo full and have a big ol' bell afterward.

moving on. i love family feud. i will be on that show someday and win. there is this certain commercial that lucy loves. its an autism commercial with a little blonde toddler is singing, twinkle twinkle little star. lucy will stop everything and stare at the tv and tilt her head. its weird. she also went crazy when we were watching the dog show competition the other day. my dog is a freak.

tomorrow is dead day. my last dead day as an undergrad. kind of. im going to shower, i hate waking up all gross. sometimes im so gross when i wake up that i feel like i have to shower before working out. thats a bad sign. k peace.