cant study. or sleep. but i can sit at this computer for hours and look at unimportant things. i can also let my mind wander. i can actually convince myself that i dont have anything to do tomorrow. when in reality i have two tests, a huge paper, and a presentation. and a meeting in austin. i mean, but whats that? nothing. i do my most productive things from the time that i decide that i should start studying and the time that i actually start. i will clean my bathroom, cook a wonderful dinner, catch up on correspondence, organize my whole life... i act like all of those things cant wait until after i study. my mind is very powerful. it is also a terrible thing to waste.