must study. i feel so behind. i always turn my assignments in on time, and study hard for my tests. but i dont do all that i could. i have been late to almost every class this week. i am never late to anything. i hate being late, i think its disrespectful. the past few years i have learned the right way to study and how to make good grades, this semester seems different. i feel like i have forgotten everything. i feel stressed out everytime i talk to someone in class and find out how much they have already done. i've flaked out on people this semester because i felt entitled to it. that is stupid. i used to never not do things with people just because i didnt feel like it. i usually just do something and show up on time because someone else wanted me there. i hate that people have said that i have 'flaked' out on them because i am definitely not flaky. i am not a ditz. i just get tired of always being there for people and them not always being there for me.
i took my 'before' pictures last night. i am running a half marathon on jan. 29th with kelly. i feel like if i stick with the training i will be a hard core runner by then. i hope there is a big difference in my before and after pictures. i need to pay the registration fee soon so i will have real motivation not to waste that money. training starts nov. 7th, but i have to do pre-training to work up to running 3 miles easily. i have always wanted to do something like this and im very pumped.
turkeyfest was fun. i love some cuero people and very much dislike the others. all of josh's guy friends from hs i know really well and love them. their girlfriends/wives/fiances are all awesome and all of us have so much fun when we are all together. i like some of the girls from his hs too, but some of them are just rude. i cant handle small town people because i dont identify with them. i didnt have to drink to have fun in hs. i learned to drink beer this weekend though, bc that is all they had. i got to go into the vip area because we had the hookup. i went on the tour bus and everything. i got over some of my cuero problems this weekend and started a few new ones. i would like to not go back to that town if i dont have to. well, i take that back, the town is okay, turkeyfest is not for me.
i want it to be cold everyday.
must shower then hopefully study. ahhh
i took my 'before' pictures last night. i am running a half marathon on jan. 29th with kelly. i feel like if i stick with the training i will be a hard core runner by then. i hope there is a big difference in my before and after pictures. i need to pay the registration fee soon so i will have real motivation not to waste that money. training starts nov. 7th, but i have to do pre-training to work up to running 3 miles easily. i have always wanted to do something like this and im very pumped.
turkeyfest was fun. i love some cuero people and very much dislike the others. all of josh's guy friends from hs i know really well and love them. their girlfriends/wives/fiances are all awesome and all of us have so much fun when we are all together. i like some of the girls from his hs too, but some of them are just rude. i cant handle small town people because i dont identify with them. i didnt have to drink to have fun in hs. i learned to drink beer this weekend though, bc that is all they had. i got to go into the vip area because we had the hookup. i went on the tour bus and everything. i got over some of my cuero problems this weekend and started a few new ones. i would like to not go back to that town if i dont have to. well, i take that back, the town is okay, turkeyfest is not for me.
i want it to be cold everyday.
must shower then hopefully study. ahhh
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